Meh

It’s just a mood, and it’ll probably pass, but I’m kind of meh. It may have something to do with a Twitch streamer I usually enjoy watching argue with his audience about white privilege, and me getting frustrated with his constant arguments with people trying to set him straight. Twitch is a hard place to have a conversation, with so many voices going at once. I felt overwhelmed and irritated, so I left and temporarily paused notifications on his new material. I’ll resubscribe someday.

It’s Sunday. I have to pick up groceries, and I got an afternoon time so I’ll go out a little early with Junior Youth and we’ll get desired fast food lunches for ourselves and bring something back for Elder Youth and DH as well, if they’re interested.

And I have already “ruined” my YouTube uploading schedule. Now I say “ruined” but I don’t really mean it. Nothing is ruined because nothing is set in stone, and, well, it’s just not ruined. But whatever. I’m not sure why I said that. No, I do. I said I wanted to upload on particular days, and I missed a particular day, and so it feels like a failure, but it’s really not.

Well, not in the way “failure” implies, that the whole thing is ruined and not worth picking up again. It’s just a thing that happened, and I’ll figure it out. Maybe find a way to make it easier on myself, maybe record something in a different style, whatever. I had wanted to try recording and editing on my phone, so perhaps I’ll try that today since one child is occupied on the computer and the other is occupied in their room.

Not much else going on. I’m still working my way through Mad Men, and I’m afraid I won’t make it through all seven seasons before it’s removed from Netflix. Well, I’ll get as far as I can. It’s not like I haven’t seen it before. 😉

Actually, it’d be better if I stopped watching it, since there are other things I’d like to see, but the part of me that likes to finish one thing before starting another is stopping me from taking the two hours to watch another show. Bah.

Well, it’s now nearing 10:30 am, and I need to shower, brush teeth, do all those morning things that need to happen just as much as all the journals that I usually make time for first. Shower, teeth, reading, meditating, recording…

Meh.

I hope you’re having a great day, and if you’re not having a great day I hope you’re having a good day, and if you’re not having a good day, I hope tomorrow is better. Loves!